Ok today shall blog about my feelings today.

Just got back my gsc test paper, I feel so sad and disappointed...i already know that i will fail!:( HAIZ! I just dun understand y everything i worked so hard but then in the end this is the result i get! It is EVERYTIME!

Sometimes I just feel so useless even do a simple ppt...i also take a very long time to do and never do a good job too!:( I pulled down the grades of the whole group during Entrepreneurship ICA2a.

Sometimes when i really wanna find a person to tok with but then i just cannot find a person. Maybe i must understand that She is really tired so she prefer me to sms her instead but then i dun like to sms. Maybe everytime i will just think of myself first before her. Sometimes i am very thankful to her becos she will always show her concern to me in fb, always post on my wall, comment on my status and she will always like my photos. She is my no. 1 fans.

I am a not socialable person. I am quite petty with money. Sometimes i think issit my fault? Am i really choose those that i want to make friends with?

Then nowadays, i dun have the drive to do anything...no mood to do projects, sch work or even Pastamania. My cashiering is also very slow. Everytime i felt so bad leaving Esther alone at the cashier. Becos i am so slow with the microwaving of baked items, I did not help her do any support. I want to say sorry to her. She always helped me alot during closing time and also school work. Everytime when i think of her, I will just call or sms her to ask abt schwork! Very grateful to her for helping me these 3 years!

I really dunno what is my path after poly. And i dun wan to repeat any modules! I am very scared! Very worried for Java and every other modules! I hoped that i can graduate from poly with my fellow classmates!

Sometimes, even ur own family also dun understand u. Sometimes they just dun appreciate u. Sometimes i dunno y my relationship with my family is so strained. Me and My 2nd Sister are forever not in good terms. I really very envy Cynthia and her sister. They can be so close. They can just have a heart to heart talk together. This is wat will never happened to me and my sister! I also not in good terms with my grandfather, grandmother, relatives, cousins no matter is father side or mother side. I am not anticipating this year's chinese new year! I dun want to visit anyone. I just wanna stay at home though i might not have any ang pao. But it is okay!

Sometimes, I just need a shoulder to lean on, I just need someone to tok to when i am sad and just need someone to dote on me! But then there isn't any! I felt that i have few friends. Maybe becos i am not a socialised person! I am quite quiet sometimes during group discussion. From the beginning when Sok Lei and Mr Woon tell me, i already know that is my biggest weakness and also lack of planning. I wished that one day i can improve on all my bad points. I just hoped that one day i can have more confidence in myself and i have totally changed from the past LOO XUE LING that everyone knew in 2011!

I noe that nobody will bother to read my blog. But then i just wanna to write to let myself see and have a memory of what has happened to me in the past.

Name: Loo Xue Ling
Age: 19 Years Old
Birthday: 20/03/1991



-Wanna Go on tour!!=))
-Wanna See Lam Fung One Day!!♥
-Wanna graduate from poly with a good gpa!!♥) Hehe=P
-Wanna meet someone who care and understand her!!♥ Hehe=P
-Wanna her friend and family to be happy everyday!!♥
-Wanna learn piano!!♥
-Wanna watch more HongKong Drama!!♥
-Wanna Lam Fung's album!!♥

SCREAM;TALKY

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♥Cynthia
♥Liting
♥Huan
♥June
♥Khim
♥Sok Lei
♥Maisarah
♥Rui Ting
♥Tuck Seng
♥STAZE
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