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.Saturday, March 6, 2010 ' 1:39 PM Y

(No Subject)‏
From: Jameson Wong (jamesonwong8@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 00: 15AM
To: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)

My loving dear,

I think this time is the last time Jwcs call Lxl DEAR.. Actually i really don't know what happen to you.. Not really understand what the reason make you make decision like this.. But i respect you what you had make.. How much i say also cant change the reality.. Today my phone are not singing to me anymore.. Just like i cant reply your much sms anymore.. Something wrong with the speaker lol.. I wondering how tomorrow i wake up and go to work lol!! Will buy a cheap alarm clock tomorrow if can find.. if not die.. haha..

My dear, I really don't wish that you are so cruel to me, are there something happen??? sent so many sms to you and not get any reply.. You know how i feel now?? You will never know the feeling i have now.. Can we back just like before? Happy happy go thru everyday? movie walk and shop? I really enjoying staying with you.. You are the only girl that i wish to having a new life at other country.. Forgot everything leave and having a new life.. But this are not going to happen to me.. I am so sad now!!! haih... But what can i do to change it since u got so strong feeling to end up this relationship with me..

I wish to serious talk with you.. Can you meet me at wednesday? Our last date, after that then i wont bother you and will disappear from your life.. No more 24/7 and just will be a hi bye friend 点头之交only just like what you said just now.. Can you meet me? I hope you make it just for our last meet and our happy ending!!! I hope to get your reply soon.. But i am scare i am not getting a reply from you anymore.. I really scare.. I dont know what to do now.. I am lost! Are you still there for me my dear? Do you still remember all the good times we have?

Jwcs!

The Original wrote by Me
(No Subject)‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 02: 07AM
To: Xue Yun Wong (enigmatic_wxy@hotmail.com)

To: Jameson Wong
After reading ur e-mail, i am really touched, tears flowing down my cheeks. But, however, i have already make up my decision. No matter wat u said, i won't change my decision. There is sometimes, i really wanted to believe u, i already given u alot of chances and i noe that u need alot of time. But seriously, from my bottom of heart, i really want u to go back to ur girlfriend, be loyal to her, i dun wish to be a third party. U always tell me that it is feel that build a relationship, it is not time that build a relationship. However, i think that feel and time is important, since u all have been together for 5years, both of you have know each other well, for example, personal character, families, likes and dislikes. Maybe when a couple get longer or when they are in two different places, their relationship will be strained, will be driften apart, however, a strong relationship shd able to overcome all obstacles. Be faithful to her, u shd cherish her, shd show some trust in her, if u dun trust her and she dun trust u, how are both of u going to last?? As i said before, u shd have a heart to heart talk with her. Trust and commitment is very important in a relationship.

We still can be friends, if u are bored, u still can sms me, but we are just friends, we won't get to meet each other. Just purely friends. U shd buy a alarm clock as soon as possible or change a new phone. Get back to ur life, be happy, time will be ur best medicine. If u really lonely, u shd communicate with ur girlfriend or ur other friend. They will always be there for u! Dun be sad, life has to move on... Cheer up! U have alot of lame jokes, do something that can make u happy ok!!

I won't meet u on wednesday, dun nid wait for me. Move on with ur life...go out with ur friends to countdown for Christmas! I wish Merry Christmas in advance, hope u will be able to find ur happiness soon, it is with u now, but it is up to u to decide, to think carefully whether r u going to cherish it! Be happy ok!! U shd forget me. I am just a passer-by in ur life. Just a very ordinary girl who wants a simple life. I really cannot be together with u anymore, cos if i am with u, i really lost myself, i dunno who am i, i dunno what am i doing. I think in a relationship, u shd noe what are u doing and u shdn't lost urself. U didn't give me a sense of security and responsibility when i out with u. I dun feel secure at all! Sorry to say that! I wish u all the best! Thank you for being my 24/7 for this 1 month. Ur sms bill totalled up alot...haha!:D We can still be friends. But as i say, just friends, if u bored, u still can sms me. But we r just friends...dun think too much....GET BACK TO UR LIFE OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Regards
Xue Ling

Editted By Xue Yun...haha!:D
(No Subject)‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 02: 27AM
To: jamesonwong8@hotmail.com

To: Jameson Wong
After reading ur e-mail, i am really touched. I have already make up my decision. i won't change my decision. i already given u alot of chances and i noe that u need alot of time. But seriously, from my bottom of heart, i really want u to go back to ur girlfriend, be loyal to her, i dun wish to be a third party. U always tell me that it is feel that build a relationship, it is not time that build a relationship. However, i think that feel and time is important, since u all have been together for 5years, both of you have know each other well, Maybe when a couple get longer or when they are in two different places, their relationship will be strained, will be driften apart, Be faithful to her, u shd cherish her, As i said before, u shd have a heart to heart talk with her. Trust and commitment is very important in a relationship.

We still can be friends,u still can sms me, but we are just friends, we won't get to meet each other. Just purely friends. U shd change to a new phone. If u really lonely, u shd communicate with ur girlfriend or ur other friend. Dun be sad, life has to move on... Cheer up!

I won't meet u on wednesday, dun nid wait for me. Move on with ur life...go out with ur friends to countdown for Christmas!U shd forget me. I am just a passer-by in ur life. I really cannot be together with u anymore, U didn't give me a sense of security and responsibility when i out with u. I dun feel secure at all! Sorry to say that! Thank you for being my 24/7 for this 1 month. But as i say, just friends, GET BACK TO UR LIFE OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Regards
Xue Ling

RE: ‏
From: Jameson Wong (jamesonwong8@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 19: 06PM
To: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)

Xue Ling,

This 2 days i feel so down, i have totally lost my direction and don't know what am i doing now!!! The thing i wish now is hold your hand tight and don't let u go from me but i know that i cant never ever meet you again :( I don't know whether u ever truthly fall in love me or not!! But i am still in love with you.. Why u can be so cruel to me if u love me?? Maybe from the beginning til now i never in your heart yet.. and your heart still got your derrick lol.. Cold blooded PIG.. Why u always ask me back to my girlfriend? U never think be with me ma? I am feel with you now!!! Feel to decide a relationship.. A relationship without feel its wasting each other time!! I don't want regret when i am old.. I don't want you be passer-by in my life.. i want you stay in my life.. So good if i don't have girlfriend then never meet you before then i won't be so 可怜now!! haha.. I understand the meaning of 一个巴掌拍不响！！

Just now bought a alarm clock lor.. So funny lol... U know ma when u make this decision to me.. I really wish to leave sg asap alone go other country explore my new life experince!! I am still young i still want to learn more to gain my life experince or maybe i am bored and lonely here!! but now i still cant afford yet and my family also not allow me to do that.. they will miss me much especially my mom lol.. beside that i also 不舍的my hgm gang.. But i know 1 day we all will transfer to other outlet.. so i will cherish the time working with those POK KAI lor..

Wednesday i off, but i don't know where to go and what to do because u not gonna to meet me.. So sianxxxx... I think i will alone go watch movie lor.. hahaha.. Christmas eve more SIANXX again.. all my friend all want go to chiong but i don't want.. very hot and waste money lor.. haha.. 1 person need $100 buttsss.. haha.. wasted.. still think can happy happy together count down christmas with you.. but now everything change.. sien lor.. haih.. what am i doing, what am i going to do.. siennnnnnnnnnn.. hope to get your reply soon..

JWCS

Loo Xue Ling‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 24 December 2009 00: 22AM
To: jamesonwong8@hotmail.com

Jameson
Thanks alot for wat u have done for me these one month, the clip that u made and everything that u have done for me! Sorry actually, i did promise you to wait for u till Feb 8, count down christmas and new year with u! But i break my promise. SORRY! I think watever things i said now won't help, cos ur heart still pain and bleeds! But i really hope that u can get back ur life soon! Any unhappiness u can tell me. I hope to be ur listening ears. But pls do not have any thots that we still can be together! I just want to be friend with u! We can be close friends, brother and sis but we just cannot be together anymore! I hope u understand!

Actually i did truly love u, really honestly! I had given u chances, i think u also noe! It is not that u r the one who hurt the most in this relationship, i also dun feel good, i am also badly hurt. At least u got experience before, u got break-up with ur previous past girlfriends! I dun have! This relationship is the first relationship i have! Since young till now, it is always i have a crush on ppl, i treat the ppl i like well! Never did i noe that, there is someone who cared and concern for me. But i dunno r u honest, r u true to me? Maybe i dun believe u at all...u can say that! But i really tried to believe u! When u say that u wanna go overseas with me, study together, living together, i really very touched. But watever i say now, it is all the past love that we have, all over! Dun think too much le ok! Jameson! I dun wish to c u in this 崩溃 state! Be brave ok, u r a man! Move on with ur life!

I hope u will be ok soon! I wished u and ur girlfriend will be 冰释前嫌 and go back to normal! May both of u will be 幸福快乐, 永远开开心心! (:

Best Regards
Xue Ling

Xue Ling‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 22 January 2010 09: 26AM
To: Jameson Wong (jamesonwong8@hotmail.com)

你到底明不明白我要的是什么？？其实每当我一个人冷静的坐下来想我们的事，我都会觉得很痛苦！！！我和你在一起的时候，我是会有点开心，可是我们每一次出去玩的时候，我们都没有什么话题聊。你会说为什么我不和你说话，我是觉得我不知道要和你说什么，仿佛我觉得我没有话题和你聊，你也没有！我很想知道你家里的事情，你的朋友，你所有的一切，不过，你很像不想对我说！你昨天还对我说你已经告诉我你所有的一切了！你知道吗当我和你出去的时候，我有时候会觉得很闷，你知不知道双鱼座的女生很容易闷，她们喜欢浪漫，希望自己的情人是不会让她们觉得自己很寂寞，很闷。我以前真的很讨厌别人在街上亲热，不过我不知道从什么时候，我也和他们一样！其实我很爱你，我很想用多一点的时间陪你，所以我每一次才不想那么早回家。自从和你交往，我觉得我自己经常晚回家，常常欺骗我的父母，我觉得很慚愧。我不是在胡思乱想，我真的很痛苦！我的要求应该不过份吧，希望不会带给你压力！！对不起，我经常和你发脾气，经常很小气！！我也不知道我自己为什么会变成这样！你真的当你回家，你会和你女朋友讲清楚吗？？我不希望破坏你们的感情，你自己在想清楚你自己到底希望和谁在一起吧！！！

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. ' 2:12 AM Y

Know each other during October 2009 at Hougang Pastamania

Started on 25 November 2009

Ended on 18 February 2010

4 months together marks the end of

Loo Xue Ling and Jameson Wong Chan Seng

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Yo Blog!! I am back to post!! So Monday is my first day of Work at IBM!! Hope it is a good start!!(: Working as Business Admin at IBM!! Haha!:D Actually quite lucky...cos only very little programming work to do!! HEHE!!:P And who is working with me...none other than...HAHA! RUI TING AND HUAN!! HEHE!:P But we r in different department! CAN GO LUNCH AND DINNER WITH THEM!!=P Haha!! At least got accompany!

So sad...have to separate from Rachel, Cynthia and alot of ppl for 3 mths!:( I also wanna wish Sok Lei and Joan all the best! Take Care there in ur new classes next semester!! JIAYOU!!

The thing that i worried most is Miss Ong Rong Rong...she is sick!!:( Haiz...Monday is her final year exam...then she will be graduating! She can't afford to let anything to affect her performance!! Miss Ong Rong Rong...PLZ TAKE CARE OF URSELF!!! U CAN DE!! DUN GIVE UP!! Preserve all the way to 9th March OK!! I have absolute confidence in U!! JiAyOU!!!

And these few days i am playing with photo funia!! I am going to post some pics of my past love!! HAHA!:D 4mths of r/s...with lots of tears, some happiness and a promise to be my 24/7, be my guardian angel, want to study overseas with me after i graduate and wait me 15mths! How good if these things happen to be true?? But it will never turn up to be true!! Whenever think of all these things...my heart hurts...Haha!! But now i am getting better and better!!(: Alrite...GoodNight...I will write till here...will write again soon!

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