你真的是太不了解我了， 我要的不是你的甜言密语， 我只是想你对我是真心的，为什么我感受不到你的真心，我也很想相信你，可是我相信你一次又一次，最后我还是一次又一次的失望！！我真的有点后悔了，为什么我又陷下去，我明明已经上岸了，为什么我又掉到陷阱里面！！我好想找回以前的我，以前清清白白，单单纯纯的雪玲，她不会撒谎骗父母，不会不听朋友的劝，不会让爱她的人失望，不会说过的话，都出尔反尔！ 现在的雪玲到底在做什么！ 每当她自己冷静下来的时候，她才清醒，后悔为什么自己做过的事，问自己自己到底在做什么，自己到底知不知道自己在做什么！！

可能当我长大了，在看我这本日记，我才知道原来自己以前那么傻！但我要感谢他给了我一段我很难忘的恋情，那么刻苦铭心！我的初恋，初吻，所有的一切都会将在今天结束！我不会在心软了，我希望我不会在出尔反尔，令爱我的人失望！我相信他是爱我的，可是我们真的不适合，再勉强下去，对大家也不好！放弃吧！时间是我最好的良药！

写今天这篇日记可能会让很多人看，但我鼓起勇气，要时时刻刻提醒自己不能再犯同样的错！其实恋爱一点都不好，以前的我很渴望谈恋爱，不过现在我不想，我不想在受伤害！我已经为这段感情哭了很多次了，我累了！别人谈恋爱都可以得到朋友和家人的认同，赞成！ 我谈恋爱得不到别人的祝福！我很痛苦！我不想失去他，也不想失去爱我的人。。。我的好友，家人, 爱我的姐姐和哥哥们！我该怎么办？？

痛苦！ 再加上我已经有很多的projects,特别是ITIPJ!!!!!! 我不想我的GPA掉， 我还有很多的测验，考试！！ 真的很烦！！！ 烦上加烦！！ 为什么？？？ 他一点都不了解我到底要的是什么？？ HAIZZZZZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!:(

Yo! My blog, i am back to post! Now i am in sch now! People are discussing projects but i am using the com to blog...HAHA!:D Haven have breakfast yet!

Yesterday was Mei Yun's Brother Qihui and Wei Yee's Wedding! Being invited to their wedding at pan pacific hotel, the food was quite delicious, enjoyed the dinner very much! HAHA!:D I went swimming last sat, my body still so pain and red till now and even my face was so red. Actually today i am living a new life, a new start of my sch life and everything! Nothing matters now! I will stop dependent on anyone! I think i shd learn to be independent! STOP RELYING ON PPL XUE LING!!! 15months to graduate from poly...I really hope to complete ITIPJ as soon as possible and graduate from POLYTECHNIC! Hate to study now...Perhaps i am getting lazier and dun feel to do anything!

Sometimes i really doubt myself, i dunno wat kind of person am I? Y am i so fickle minded, so stupid and so useless! I felt so imperior, my low self esteem!:( No matter wat, my life will still move on! I still got a long way to go! Cannot so easy give up! But action will speak louder than word! I hope i can do it and not always say but never do it! It is the time to put everything down and concentrate on studies! Dun disappoint ppl who loves u and cares for u! And dun disappoint ur parents who raise u up! They have pinned alot of hope on you, wished that you will become a useful person in the future.

Ok, i will write till now! Will write again soon!

Messgae of the day: To have and to hold from this day forward, for better or worse, for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish to death do us part.

Name: Loo Xue Ling
Age: 19 Years Old
Birthday: 20/03/1991



-Wanna Go on tour!!=))
-Wanna See Lam Fung One Day!!♥
-Wanna graduate from poly with a good gpa!!♥) Hehe=P
-Wanna meet someone who care and understand her!!♥ Hehe=P
-Wanna her friend and family to be happy everyday!!♥
-Wanna learn piano!!♥
-Wanna watch more HongKong Drama!!♥
-Wanna Lam Fung's album!!♥

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