.Monday, July 12, 2010 ' 11:46 PM Y
I thought that I have put down but actually I am deceiving myself. Why am I so unlucky? Why must I go hougang mall? OMGGGGG! If fate really making fun of me, I will see that person tml.
I always thought that I have put down everything since the day we ended. But it does not seems to be so. Everyday every night, I will still try to recall about the past, how did we meet? How did we start? Where did we go? Where and when we ended? How much I suffer? All these are pressing me.
Last Saturday, while i was waiting for the train, I suddenly dun remember how he look like. I was listening to 叶子 by 阿桑. It was a very sad song. I refer to my handphone and see the last 2 pictures in my phone that we took.
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
天堂原来应该不是妄想
只是我早已经遗忘
当初怎么开始飞翔
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
孤单是一个人的狂欢
狂欢是一群人的孤单
爱情原来的开始是陪伴
但我也渐渐地遗忘
当时是怎样有人陪伴
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
我一个人吃饭旅行到处走走停停
也一个人看书写信自己对话谈心
只是心又飘到了哪里
就连自己看也看不清
我想我不仅仅是失去你
叶子是不会飞翔的翅膀
翅膀是落在天上的叶子
I dunno y today while looking at his email again, my tears begin to drop. He really wrote till very touching and it touches my heart deeply. Actually I am a simple person, I dun nid ur sweet talks, I just want you use your sincerity to treat me like how i treat you. But it is so difficult for him which won't be able to come true.
