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Your Life Path Number is: 7

The Thinker
The number seven is associated with knowledge and imagination. You are a logical person. You are likely to be very knowledgeable about the world around you. You love questioning about things you don't understand. You have a few but close friends. You are considered to be an intellectual person. You prefer peace and quiet in your surroundings.

Your Destiny Number is: 8
The number eight is associated with success and wealth. You are goal oriented and strive to go ahead in life. You prefer to be your own boss and do not like working under others. You follow your own judgement and rules. You want to be recognized because of your success and prosperity. You are most likely to succeed in business.

Your Soul Number is: 2
The number two is associated with peace and harmony. You are tactful in your dealings with people. People turn to you when there is a need to restore peace and order. You maintain balance in your thoughts and actions. You maintain very good relations with your family, friends, relatives and work colleagues. You are a large-hearted person.

Your Birthday Number is: 2

Today was a very screwed up day in my life! I HAVE NEVER FELT SO SCREWED UP TODAY!
Actually i think i am as fragile as a glass. Maybe like wat Rong Rong say...I am like a paper.

AM I WRONG TO SAY THAT WE SHOULD GIVE EACH OTHER SOME TIME TO COOL DOWN? COS I THINK WE HAVE SERIOUS PROBLEM. I AM ALSO HURT WHEN I SAY THESE TO U. I AM SORRY.

Tuck Seng....Can u pls dun act as if u noe me very well. SORRY...I noe u want to help me and Rong Rong. But i think i need to cool down and she also need. Though this is not the best way cos this is like running from the reality. But just a simple cool down perhaps when we think through everything...WE CAN FIND A WAY TO SOLVE THIS PROBLEM.

RONG RONG, i am very sorry...I REALLY DUN MEAN TO HURT UR FEELING. I am also very sad when I message u. TRUE FRIENDSHIP CAN OVERCOME OBSTACLE! Maybe after this incident, our friendship will become more stronger. Give me some time and give urself some time.

I dunno wat to say already. I hope u understand wat am i thinking. Hope u can feel that SERIOUSLY, I DUN WISH TO LOSE U AS A FRIEND! IT IS A VERY EXPENSIVE PRICE TO PAY.

ALRIGHT, FOR NOW, I WILL WRITE TILL HERE.

HI BLOG, WE MEET AGAIN TODAY!!!

Today i feel much better as compared to yesterday. I would like to thanks MISS ONG RONG RONG for encouraging me and enlightening me!=) She is always there when I am down. I never realised that she becomes so strong after breaking up with SOFIAN. As compared to her, I felt myself so useless and inferior. I still living in the past. Like what she say, I should move on with my life. When I was sad, where is he? He is happily at another place. Why should i ever cry for him? But my memories is still making fun of me sometimes. Like today I went to the same sitting place at Hougang Macdonald. Suddenly, the memories flash through my mind and tears flowing down uncontrollably. I dunno y i will behave like this. I wanna to make myself more miserable by listening to emo songs and thinking abt the past. This will make me feel more terrible. Maybe i really 犯贱。。。NO MATTER WAT, THE PAIN IS STILL THERE, IN MY HEART FOREVER MAYBE TILL I FIND A NEW LOVE TO REPLACE THE SADNESS AND PAIN I HAVE HAD EXPERIENCED. But watever it takes, I need to have the determination to move on and stop all my emotional feelings. AS THEY SAY TIME WILL HEAL ALL WOUNDS. If there is a rewind button in my life, I rather join nanyang polytechnic chinese orchestra, perhaps i have not much time to work. And i won't be so close to ONG RONG RONG, DERRICK HO AND WONG XUE YUN. But up till now, I have not regretted joining pastamania and knowing them. They are my pillar of support! I noe they will always be there for me when i need them!

I just wanna say thank you to those who care and concern abt me. Xue Ling is grateful to all of u. THANK FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR ME NO MATTER WAT HAPPENS! I wish that if one day i am of any help for all of u, all of u can approach me and i will try to help!=) I will give all my available time to all of u.

I thought that I have put down but actually I am deceiving myself. Why am I so unlucky? Why must I go hougang mall? OMGGGGG! If fate really making fun of me, I will see that person tml.

I always thought that I have put down everything since the day we ended. But it does not seems to be so. Everyday every night, I will still try to recall about the past, how did we meet? How did we start? Where did we go? Where and when we ended? How much I suffer? All these are pressing me.

Last Saturday, while i was waiting for the train, I suddenly dun remember how he look like. I was listening to 叶子 by 阿桑. It was a very sad song. I refer to my handphone and see the last 2 pictures in my phone that we took.

Hello Blog,

Today is considered my first formal experience of going clubbing. I bet I will not go clubbing frequently in the near future. I will only go there if there is any special ocassion or just once in a while. This is not because I did not enjoy today clubbing session. I did enjoyed today clubbing session. All of my ELDC friends are very protective of me. They are worried that I cannot take care of myself.

Tonight is my first experience of drinking beer I think and dancing in a club. Seriously, I cannot tahan wearing high-heels and dance for hours in the club. It was so crowded and sometimes ppl will accidentally step onto ur feet like wat i experienced today. Currently, my feet was pain and abit swollen after clubbing...this is the side effect after clubbing.

Sometimes, I dun understand y ppl like to use beer to drunk themselves. After a break-up, they will always go clubbing, drink alot and dance to forget all their unhappiness. I think this way is the most stupid way, it does not help in anything. It is only making u feel more worst. Though, u are able to sleep well for one night, no more sleepless night, but u will feel terrible when u drink too much and when u vomit. Even the next day when u are awake, u will still have mild headache.

Inside the club, I saw one couple who was kissing each other and dancing. This reminds me of my past. That girl is like totally smitten by the guy. She cannot restrict herself after one kiss. This is like so unglam in the public I dun understand y most of the girls will react like this? HAIZ!=.= Beside that couple, I also saw some ppl being thrown out because they are too drunk and some bunch of friends bring one drunk girl out. The girl was too seriously drunk. She cannot even sit properly as she will always fidget everywhere. Even if her friend give her cigrette to smoke, she also cannot regain her sober state.

Yesterday marks the end of our 6 weeks in ELDC, we have submitted our report. Next week, we are going to report to BSC. So I guess this is a new start for us, MYSTERY SHOPPER!~ New start! Good Luck for us, ppl at EMRS and ppl at ELDC for next coming 6 weeks!=)) JIAYOU WOR!!!

And i get to know a bunch of great friends at ELDC. I admired the character of Tammy the most. Because she is a girl who is very true to herself and friends. She is matured, have goals in life and noe what she wants, what she likes and wat she dislikes and this is totally different from LOO XUE LING. Besides that, she is smart and capable too. But one thing bad abt her is "SHE SMOKE." What a pity right! But she seldom smoke...the time she smoke is when she wanna make herself more energy to do work bah. I really admired her character alot. Maybe perhaps she is older than me bah...so she experienced more things le bah. How i wish i have half of the character as her. I wish to learn from her.

I really dunno y I do not have any goals up to now. I still dunno wat am i going to work as when I graduate. My future is like a big question mark!!!!!!!! HOW?!!!!!!!!!!!!!Haiz!:(

Ok lah, Goodnight for now, I am going to sleep!=) SWEET DREAMS!<3

Name: Loo Xue Ling
Age: 19 Years Old
Birthday: 20/03/1991



-Wanna Go on tour!!=))
-Wanna See Lam Fung One Day!!♥
-Wanna graduate from poly with a good gpa!!♥) Hehe=P
-Wanna meet someone who care and understand her!!♥ Hehe=P
-Wanna her friend and family to be happy everyday!!♥
-Wanna learn piano!!♥
-Wanna watch more HongKong Drama!!♥
-Wanna Lam Fung's album!!♥

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