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From: Jameson Wong (jamesonwong8@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 00: 15AM
To: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)

My loving dear,

I think this time is the last time Jwcs call Lxl DEAR.. Actually i really don't know what happen to you.. Not really understand what the reason make you make decision like this.. But i respect you what you had make.. How much i say also cant change the reality.. Today my phone are not singing to me anymore.. Just like i cant reply your much sms anymore.. Something wrong with the speaker lol.. I wondering how tomorrow i wake up and go to work lol!! Will buy a cheap alarm clock tomorrow if can find.. if not die.. haha..

My dear, I really don't wish that you are so cruel to me, are there something happen??? sent so many sms to you and not get any reply.. You know how i feel now?? You will never know the feeling i have now.. Can we back just like before? Happy happy go thru everyday? movie walk and shop? I really enjoying staying with you.. You are the only girl that i wish to having a new life at other country.. Forgot everything leave and having a new life.. But this are not going to happen to me.. I am so sad now!!! haih... But what can i do to change it since u got so strong feeling to end up this relationship with me..

I wish to serious talk with you.. Can you meet me at wednesday? Our last date, after that then i wont bother you and will disappear from your life.. No more 24/7 and just will be a hi bye friend 点头之交only just like what you said just now.. Can you meet me? I hope you make it just for our last meet and our happy ending!!! I hope to get your reply soon.. But i am scare i am not getting a reply from you anymore.. I really scare.. I dont know what to do now.. I am lost! Are you still there for me my dear? Do you still remember all the good times we have?

Jwcs!

The Original wrote by Me
(No Subject)‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 02: 07AM
To: Xue Yun Wong (enigmatic_wxy@hotmail.com)

To: Jameson Wong
After reading ur e-mail, i am really touched, tears flowing down my cheeks. But, however, i have already make up my decision. No matter wat u said, i won't change my decision. There is sometimes, i really wanted to believe u, i already given u alot of chances and i noe that u need alot of time. But seriously, from my bottom of heart, i really want u to go back to ur girlfriend, be loyal to her, i dun wish to be a third party. U always tell me that it is feel that build a relationship, it is not time that build a relationship. However, i think that feel and time is important, since u all have been together for 5years, both of you have know each other well, for example, personal character, families, likes and dislikes. Maybe when a couple get longer or when they are in two different places, their relationship will be strained, will be driften apart, however, a strong relationship shd able to overcome all obstacles. Be faithful to her, u shd cherish her, shd show some trust in her, if u dun trust her and she dun trust u, how are both of u going to last?? As i said before, u shd have a heart to heart talk with her. Trust and commitment is very important in a relationship.

We still can be friends, if u are bored, u still can sms me, but we are just friends, we won't get to meet each other. Just purely friends. U shd buy a alarm clock as soon as possible or change a new phone. Get back to ur life, be happy, time will be ur best medicine. If u really lonely, u shd communicate with ur girlfriend or ur other friend. They will always be there for u! Dun be sad, life has to move on... Cheer up! U have alot of lame jokes, do something that can make u happy ok!!

I won't meet u on wednesday, dun nid wait for me. Move on with ur life...go out with ur friends to countdown for Christmas! I wish Merry Christmas in advance, hope u will be able to find ur happiness soon, it is with u now, but it is up to u to decide, to think carefully whether r u going to cherish it! Be happy ok!! U shd forget me. I am just a passer-by in ur life. Just a very ordinary girl who wants a simple life. I really cannot be together with u anymore, cos if i am with u, i really lost myself, i dunno who am i, i dunno what am i doing. I think in a relationship, u shd noe what are u doing and u shdn't lost urself. U didn't give me a sense of security and responsibility when i out with u. I dun feel secure at all! Sorry to say that! I wish u all the best! Thank you for being my 24/7 for this 1 month. Ur sms bill totalled up alot...haha!:D We can still be friends. But as i say, just friends, if u bored, u still can sms me. But we r just friends...dun think too much....GET BACK TO UR LIFE OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Regards
Xue Ling

Editted By Xue Yun...haha!:D
(No Subject)‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 02: 27AM
To: jamesonwong8@hotmail.com

To: Jameson Wong
After reading ur e-mail, i am really touched. I have already make up my decision. i won't change my decision. i already given u alot of chances and i noe that u need alot of time. But seriously, from my bottom of heart, i really want u to go back to ur girlfriend, be loyal to her, i dun wish to be a third party. U always tell me that it is feel that build a relationship, it is not time that build a relationship. However, i think that feel and time is important, since u all have been together for 5years, both of you have know each other well, Maybe when a couple get longer or when they are in two different places, their relationship will be strained, will be driften apart, Be faithful to her, u shd cherish her, As i said before, u shd have a heart to heart talk with her. Trust and commitment is very important in a relationship.

We still can be friends,u still can sms me, but we are just friends, we won't get to meet each other. Just purely friends. U shd change to a new phone. If u really lonely, u shd communicate with ur girlfriend or ur other friend. Dun be sad, life has to move on... Cheer up!

I won't meet u on wednesday, dun nid wait for me. Move on with ur life...go out with ur friends to countdown for Christmas!U shd forget me. I am just a passer-by in ur life. I really cannot be together with u anymore, U didn't give me a sense of security and responsibility when i out with u. I dun feel secure at all! Sorry to say that! Thank you for being my 24/7 for this 1 month. But as i say, just friends, GET BACK TO UR LIFE OK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Best Regards
Xue Ling

RE: ‏
From: Jameson Wong (jamesonwong8@hotmail.com)
Sent: 21 December 2009 19: 06PM
To: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)

Xue Ling,

This 2 days i feel so down, i have totally lost my direction and don't know what am i doing now!!! The thing i wish now is hold your hand tight and don't let u go from me but i know that i cant never ever meet you again :( I don't know whether u ever truthly fall in love me or not!! But i am still in love with you.. Why u can be so cruel to me if u love me?? Maybe from the beginning til now i never in your heart yet.. and your heart still got your derrick lol.. Cold blooded PIG.. Why u always ask me back to my girlfriend? U never think be with me ma? I am feel with you now!!! Feel to decide a relationship.. A relationship without feel its wasting each other time!! I don't want regret when i am old.. I don't want you be passer-by in my life.. i want you stay in my life.. So good if i don't have girlfriend then never meet you before then i won't be so 可怜now!! haha.. I understand the meaning of 一个巴掌拍不响！！

Just now bought a alarm clock lor.. So funny lol... U know ma when u make this decision to me.. I really wish to leave sg asap alone go other country explore my new life experince!! I am still young i still want to learn more to gain my life experince or maybe i am bored and lonely here!! but now i still cant afford yet and my family also not allow me to do that.. they will miss me much especially my mom lol.. beside that i also 不舍的my hgm gang.. But i know 1 day we all will transfer to other outlet.. so i will cherish the time working with those POK KAI lor..

Wednesday i off, but i don't know where to go and what to do because u not gonna to meet me.. So sianxxxx... I think i will alone go watch movie lor.. hahaha.. Christmas eve more SIANXX again.. all my friend all want go to chiong but i don't want.. very hot and waste money lor.. haha.. 1 person need $100 buttsss.. haha.. wasted.. still think can happy happy together count down christmas with you.. but now everything change.. sien lor.. haih.. what am i doing, what am i going to do.. siennnnnnnnnnn.. hope to get your reply soon..

JWCS

Loo Xue Ling‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 24 December 2009 00: 22AM
To: jamesonwong8@hotmail.com

Jameson
Thanks alot for wat u have done for me these one month, the clip that u made and everything that u have done for me! Sorry actually, i did promise you to wait for u till Feb 8, count down christmas and new year with u! But i break my promise. SORRY! I think watever things i said now won't help, cos ur heart still pain and bleeds! But i really hope that u can get back ur life soon! Any unhappiness u can tell me. I hope to be ur listening ears. But pls do not have any thots that we still can be together! I just want to be friend with u! We can be close friends, brother and sis but we just cannot be together anymore! I hope u understand!

Actually i did truly love u, really honestly! I had given u chances, i think u also noe! It is not that u r the one who hurt the most in this relationship, i also dun feel good, i am also badly hurt. At least u got experience before, u got break-up with ur previous past girlfriends! I dun have! This relationship is the first relationship i have! Since young till now, it is always i have a crush on ppl, i treat the ppl i like well! Never did i noe that, there is someone who cared and concern for me. But i dunno r u honest, r u true to me? Maybe i dun believe u at all...u can say that! But i really tried to believe u! When u say that u wanna go overseas with me, study together, living together, i really very touched. But watever i say now, it is all the past love that we have, all over! Dun think too much le ok! Jameson! I dun wish to c u in this 崩溃 state! Be brave ok, u r a man! Move on with ur life!

I hope u will be ok soon! I wished u and ur girlfriend will be 冰释前嫌 and go back to normal! May both of u will be 幸福快乐, 永远开开心心! (:

Best Regards
Xue Ling

Xue Ling‏
From: Xue Ling Loo (xsnowbellx@hotmail.com)
Sent: 22 January 2010 09: 26AM
To: Jameson Wong (jamesonwong8@hotmail.com)

你到底明不明白我要的是什么？？其实每当我一个人冷静的坐下来想我们的事，我都会觉得很痛苦！！！我和你在一起的时候，我是会有点开心，可是我们每一次出去玩的时候，我们都没有什么话题聊。你会说为什么我不和你说话，我是觉得我不知道要和你说什么，仿佛我觉得我没有话题和你聊，你也没有！我很想知道你家里的事情，你的朋友，你所有的一切，不过，你很像不想对我说！你昨天还对我说你已经告诉我你所有的一切了！你知道吗当我和你出去的时候，我有时候会觉得很闷，你知不知道双鱼座的女生很容易闷，她们喜欢浪漫，希望自己的情人是不会让她们觉得自己很寂寞，很闷。我以前真的很讨厌别人在街上亲热，不过我不知道从什么时候，我也和他们一样！其实我很爱你，我很想用多一点的时间陪你，所以我每一次才不想那么早回家。自从和你交往，我觉得我自己经常晚回家，常常欺骗我的父母，我觉得很慚愧。我不是在胡思乱想，我真的很痛苦！我的要求应该不过份吧，希望不会带给你压力！！对不起，我经常和你发脾气，经常很小气！！我也不知道我自己为什么会变成这样！你真的当你回家，你会和你女朋友讲清楚吗？？我不希望破坏你们的感情，你自己在想清楚你自己到底希望和谁在一起吧！！！

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